I wanted to post an introduction but not gonna lie. I'm really not gonna continue playing games.

 

Idk why like i kept using proxies as a challenge, i liked playing these games since i was like 11, ive done it till now and been really unproductive

 

Honestly i dont know why im like these but if ppl kept banning me i'd keep going back as a challenge but some admins understood me and just ignored me completely so i ended up going away

 

I finally decided i want to grow up and contribute to sites and just join in discussions instead ... after so long of playing these games

 

It's up to you staff whether to give me one last chance or get rid of me of all your sites. I initially came to exts hoping for one chance to mature online but the staff banned me

 

Anyway, not to create a scene...

I'm quite an anime fan though i like reading more on wattpad, my main hobby regarding tech is coding, though i like reading about technology generally, especially macs and security stuff

but trust me i especially LOVED this site idk why, and i was kinda insecure i really'm sorry for wasting everyone's time

 

but if i can stay, i look forward to participating in discussions ~ x

Welcome back to the site.

Welcome to PCHF.

Thanks for letting me stay, guys, like i really appreciate it ~

I hated being known as a troublesome member, which I'd brought upon myself tbf

just a quick last thing...is chf good? you know what i mean, some nonsesne i caused related with an admin being on another forum and i'm sorry for my terrible attitude... message me but i'm happy to be here either way cx i liked this site the most of all tbh although i kinda liked them all

but i'll stop trying to deceive everyone, play games, etc. with all these forums in general , no idea what i was doing, sometimes i was just having fun as a challenge... sometimes i was actually trying to blend in, sometimes just trolling... crap i did as i was insecure, but i'm just being more productive irl as well i guess which helps me

Although it wasn't intended to be deceptive or annoy anyone, just a challenge for me is all

 

I feel like i literally only came to my senses my behaviour is annoying recently since an admin of another site spoke to me about all this, i think i just didnt understand tbh and im really sorry about that but realized i need to change my ways of dealing with stress... like doing other stuff instead of challenges that might annoy ppl

 

Just sayin'. And i for some reason just really felt at home here when i joined. I'd have appreciated some kinda response to my communication from staff on chf before banning an account i made, saving me further accounts you had to deal with.

 

Think i've said enough, let's move on :')

Welcome to the community!